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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

yeahs ! yst's FNW family day was great ~! XD
the games are okay , appreciate them for planning (:
the steamboat was GREAT great GREAT !!
mie , jiahui & sitong are the three main cooks of the day .
we're great cooks rights ? wahahahs .
the job for ting is to take the prawn's shell .
as for Gina , she WAITED for the food all day long !
like princess lidhat lorhs . very shiok right huajie ? hahahs .
we bbq alort alort . especially chicken &amp;&& prawns .
we ate like 3 -5 plates of bbq-ed chicken and prawns !
hahahs . no larhs , we bbq dhen give others eat .
we feed them somemore ! LOVING CAREGROUP . <33s
wahahahs . its soooooo fun ! total fun & happiness . XD
really hope that there'll be more family days !~

weeeets ! today we had our swimming carnival in the morning . =.-
so wuliao lorhs . but our class did well (:
but not long after we all change up and go swim swim ourself !
hahahs . so fun lorhs . XD
mie and wanling totally like went crazy .
&&& keep shouting '' whoo whoo yeahh e ~ ''
dhen pple keep looking at us lahrs . jiahui joined us too ! hahahs .
sososo xiasuey lorhs . but fun whards , so nvm lahr ! XP
swim lehr dhen they say need take attendance , we change up .
then go outside ; everybody's gone !! arghh .
wasted our time . can swim longer dehr lorhs .
but we lazy go change again so went lot and ate ban mian !
sooooo nice ! (:
cause i very cold dhen i drink the soup . woooohs , shuang .
hahahs . walk arnd for awhile and saw jovinson .
nvr really change alot lahrs .
but when i saw the girl beside him then keep hint hint .
wahahahs . he say they friends nia ; i donte believe ! XP
saw alort of my pri sch mates . <33s
went home after buying the artistic lollipop & strawberry blended . (:

another GREAT news ,
my mum's gonna pay for the camp fees !! PRAISE GOD ! XD



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
8:38 PM




Saturday, October 21, 2006

gosh ; i think i havent update for quite a long time lehrs .
so this post is gonna be a long one . hahahs !
be prepared for a lecture ~!! lols , no lahrs .
my entries are interesting ones okays ?
* thick-skinned * ( learn from my shepherd der )
yeaps . today had three teachigs in a row ! '' woahh ''
hahahs . must slowly digest .. but i still hunger for the word of God !
shant talk abt the teachings ;
but abt God's faithfulness & blessings in my life . XD

guess what . xiaoxuan actually experienced God in caregroup !
its like that . actually that day , she like donte feel like going ;
but i told her . go lahrs ; since your parents lidhat , why not just go for caregroup and pray for them as well as yourself ?
you could even experience God there .
and ! she cried during worship , said she felt God's presence .
thou she left early ,
she said she regret not staying and listening to the teaching .
hahahs . i'm really happy !! XD
after these few weeks of praying for her ; my prayer is answered !
God is faithful . AMEN?! wahahahs .

to add on ,
my pri sch friend actually received Christ into her life not long ago .
i never ever dreamt that she will become a christian as in the past ;
she quite like christians dehr . right /. ? hahahs .
even though we're not in the same church ,
but we're still one in Christ !
woohooos ! i'm soooooooo HAPPY . XD
no other things can replace this happiness .

as for my blessing ;
today was kinda rushy . ( is there sucha word ? )
i didnt eat my dinner last night ,
didnt eat my breakfast this morning .
i thought there will be enough time to eat my lunch after service ;
but we only got just abt 10 mins left for us to eat .
i simply just gobble down the food and ran up the escalator .
at last when we reached the american room ,
the side of my stomach started to hurt alort . stitches ?
i donte know as well , it was just really painful !
ting and jiahui prayed for god's healing to be upon mie && i was healed not long after !
wahahahs . XD sooooo blessed !

- random verses .

· Do everything without complaining or arguing , so that you may become blameless and pure , children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation , in which you shine like stars in the universe . ( do not complain or argue when it comes to serving the Lord or doing things for the KOG , we do all these so that we may influence the world and not become a burden to anyone else ; but to shine among others . )

· So then , just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord , continue to live in him , rooted and built up in him , and overflowing with thankfulness .

· Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders ; make the most of every opportunity . Let your conversation be always full of grace , seasoned with salt . so that you may know how to answer everyone .

· Command and teach these things , Dont let anyone look down on you because you are young , but set an example for the believers in speech , in life , in faith and in purity . Until I come , devote yourself to the public reading of Scripture , to preaching and to teaching .

· Our people must learn to devote themselves to doing what is good , in order that they may provide for daily necessities and not live unproductive lives .

· Keep reminding them of these things . Warn them before God against quarreling avout words ; as it is of no value , and only ruins those who listens . Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved , a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth . Avoid godless chatter , because those who indulge in it will become more and more ungodly .

· Brothers , if someone is caught in a sin , you who are spiritual should restore him gently . But watch yourself , or you also may be tempted .

&&& as for what God spoke to mie today .

· I pray that you may be active in sharing your faith , so that you will have a full understanding of every good thing we have in Christ . Your love has given me great joy and encouragement , because you, brother , have refreshed the hearts of the saints.

- I donte know if my post have been of any encouragement to others out there but i pray that it will be of help to some . (:

thats all bahrs . hahahs ..
yeaps , tell ya some great news ! I CAN GO FOR CAMP ~!!
WOOHOOOS . praise God . XD
just hope i can save up enough for camp in time . help mie pray .
yeahs ; ended . going to my comfy bed now . nights . (:



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
2:50 AM




Monday, October 16, 2006

was encouraged once again during quiet time ,
blogging them down ! ((:

· In him we were also chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will , in order that we , who were the first to hope in Christ might be for the praise of his glory . ( Since we were chosen to praise and glorify him on earth , why should we be discouraged abt worldy things ? )

· In him and through faith in him we may approach God with freedom and confidence . I ask you therefore , not to be discouraged because of my sufferings for you , which are your glory . ( the walk with God is gonna be full of sufferings , but only through sufferings we are able to overcome and grow , which is our glory ; thus , why are we dwelling in discouragement ? )

· " In your anger , do not sin . " : Don not let the sun go down while you are still angry . And do not give the devil a foothold . ( Why let devil control your thoughts when you're angry ? Bear in mind that even when you're angry , do not sin as you'll be letting the devil controlling your thoughts . )

· Whatever happens , conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ . Then whether i come and see you or only hear about you in my absence ,I will know that you stand firm in one spirit , contending as one man for the faith of the gospel without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you . This is a sign to them that they will be destroyed , but that you will be saved -- and that by God . ( no matter what happens ; we'll have to conduct ourself as one like Jesus . )

· Brothers , I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it . But one thing I do : Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead , I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus . ( Forgive and Forget ; do not bear grudges , but keep going on what is ahead . )

thats abt it lerhs .
not gonna continue dwelling in discouragement ;
instead , keep going on and doing my best in investing in the KOG .
i can do everything through him who gives mie strength !
JIAYOU BARHS !! XD



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
10:50 PM





today had our dmm meeting . at west coast .
ting ; jiahui ; mie ; mingyee & alexis . ((: ilovethem . <33s
after i get home , ms chua was online .
she said i failed my geo . totally upset .
hais ; maybe really i didnt put in enough effort .
tears just dropped . really scared of dropping to normal or retain ..
but its my fault , i'm the one to blame .
i promise i'm gonna buck up and study hard .
no time for mie to slack or play any longer ,
i've gotta pull up my socks during hols and get ready for next year .

&&& i really need tuitioning on many subjects !
like ; mathematics , geography and science .
really weak in all those subjects ,
God , give mie wisdom !! and perserverence to work hard .
i donte wanna be any 3 minute person ,
i wanna commit myself to studies lerh .. all the best to mie (:



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
8:43 PM




Saturday, October 14, 2006

weeeets ! today's service was awesome .
learnt abt the three promises of god .
A new heart , A new Spirit ( Holy Spirit ) & A new provision.
let mie briefly tell you the symptoms of the dangerous hearts .
· A hardened heart .
- indifferent abt the things of god ; wouldnt care less .
· A tired ; wearied heart .
- lack of joy ; treat serving god as a burden ..
· A condemned heart .
- lack of faith / confidence ..
these few points are really dangerous ,
chances of these ppl of backsliding is really high .
so if in any of these points ; the key is to read more of the WOG ,
then you'll be able to open your heart and let god into your heart
Brothers and Sisters ;
God is gonna give us more harvest and protect us from harm .
thats whard i learnt today . Amen ? ((:

nurt much to blog today .
let your see whard jiahui told mie .

(11:37 PM) <33 jiahui *: jiawan i realli love yarh being in my life..eu are a great sister to me,who brighten up my days,,let's grow together as whard jesus want us to be((:
(11:38 PM) Jiawann:
wahahas . i also love ya in my life worhs . greta sister to mie too , in times of happiness ; and sadness . yeaps , we'll grow in Jesus and be like who he wants us to be ((:
(11:39 PM) <33 jiahui *:
wahahs,,lets win soul and satan get lost of our life..he get behind us
(11:39 PM) <33 jiahui *:
lets's bring wanling;;xiaoxuan''weiwei back
and satan will be there crying,,i will laugh like mad=]
(11:39 PM) Jiawann: amen amen amen . wahahahs XD

sucha great sister right ? ((:
really appreciate her alort . i'm so blessed to have her in my life .
we're so gonna bring those ppl back .
are your in this with us ?
JIAYOU bahrs everyone out there .
<33s



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
12:55 PM




Thursday, October 12, 2006

yeahhs ! exams over !! =D
wahahahas . finally pens down ; and we're gonna chiong !!
for 20 ! 20 ! 20 ! 20 ! 20 ! 20 ! 20 !
weeeets . FNW2 JIAYOU !!!
we're gonna create another miracle in our group .
we need revival ! come'on we can do it dehr !!

yst i had shepherding with gina . ((:
actually quite okay dehr ; except dhat she bullied mie lahr !!
dhen still at her blog post dhat i bully her .. XP
okay lahr . we bullied each other .. LOL .
she's one dhat really spurr's mie on when i'm down .
cause her excitement for god really is .. a woah :D
hahaaa . really hope dhat our relationship will improve .
and she'll share her life with mie . (:
she's growing fast . be a shepherd soon huajie !

today had home econs . last paper lehr .. XD
should have gone west coast shepherding dehrs ;
burd jiahui sick so postponed to next monday .
god bless her . get well soon ! (:
tmr's service !! excited yeahs ? wahahahas .

yesterday quiet time ;
learnt quite a few things and wann blog them down too .

- you were brought at a price ; do not become slaves of men .

- I do all this for the sake of the gospel , that I may share in its blessings .

-Everyone who competes in the games gord into strict training . They do it to get a crown that does not last l but we do it to get a crown that last forever . Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly ; I do not fight like a man beating the air . No , I beat my body to make it my slave so that after I have preached to others , I myself will not be disqualified for the price . ( Therefore we donte have to regret doing all the things we're doing right now , for we'll get our reward in heaven . & give all your best when doing things for the KOG , so that you'll not be unworthy of the price . )

- So , if you think you are standing firm m be careful that you don't fall ! No temptation has seized you except what is common to man . And God is faithful ; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear . But when you are tempted , he will also provide a wya out so that you can stand up under it .

- " Everything is permissible " -- but not everything is beneficial . " Everything is permissible " -- but not everything is not constructive . Nobody should seek his own good but the good of others . ( why waste your time on what is not beneficial and constructive ? investing in the KOG is definetly a much much better choice ! )

- Follow my example , as I follow the example of Christ .

- so that there should no division in the body , but that its parts should have equal concern for each other . If one part suffers , every part suffers with it ; if one part is honoured , every part rejoices with it . ( none should be left out ; we must stand united in Christ }

done ! XD
hope it'll be somehow of use to anyone out there (:
i'll go and get my rest now , nights <33s



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
1:06 PM




Monday, October 09, 2006

okays .
before i spent my quiet time with god ,
actually was quite discouraged .
sadded ; tears flowing . it really hurts mie .
when i heard wanling say she donte feel like going caregroup ..
and like already alort of ppl affected lehr ..
janice ; xiaoxuan ; wanling ; yoke chan ..
those who used to be so enthu for god ; now seems to be lost .
those who never used to experience god ;
i pray that they'll experience god and believe .
i was so discouraged until i donte wanna care or encourage them .
cause mie myself was discouraged and didnt wanna bother lehr .

but my sheep ; gina spoke to mie .
she told mie to pray and believe , god will help us dehr .
which i always used to tell others .
suddenly , i had the urge to tell god everything
and spent my quality time with god at once .
as usual , i was refreshed once again . (:
i really wanna thank sitong and gina . if nurt for them , maybe up till now i'm still dwelling in dicouragement .

during my quiet time ,
i've learnt many things and wanna blog them down . (:

- i know that this walk with god will nurt be smooth but with him , i shall believe and have faith that he's in control .
- i must keep up my courage to encourage those who are discourage right now . thou they might not apprecitate ; i've done my best and god will do the rest .
- short time or long , one day they'll be back . trust and have faith in the lord that all these will come to pass .
- maybe others may hate mie because of him , but if i stand firm to the end , i'll be saved and my reward is in heaven (:

encouragement verses ppl told mie . thanks . <33s
- Therefore I tell you , whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours .
- Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you .
- Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up .
-Be always on the watch , and pray that you may be able to escape all that is about to happen, and that you may be able to stand before the Son of Man .
- But I have prayed for you , that your faith may not fail .
And when you have turned back ,
strengthen your brothers and sisters .
- Be strong and courageous .
Do not be terrified , do not be discouraged ,
for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go .

random verses . (:
- Do not work for the food that spoils, but for food that endures to eternal life , which the Son of Man will give you .
- Therefore in this present case I advise you :
Leave this men alone ! Let them go !
For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail .
- Repent of this wickedness and pray to the Lord . Perhaps he will forgive you for having such a thought in your heart . For I see you are full of bitterness and captive to sin .
-Strengthening and encouraging them to remain true to the faith . We must go through hardships to enter the Kindom of God .
- You may be ever hearing but never understanding , you may be ever seeing but never perceiving . For your heart has become hardened ; you hardly hear with your ears , and you have closed your eyes . Otherwise you might see with your eyes , hear with your ears , understand with your hearts and turn , and He will heal you .
- Why you call God , Lord , when you did not put those he told to practice ?
& Sisters and brothers ;
if you have words of encouragement , speak it out .

quite a long post isnt it ? hahaaa .
hope it will be useful to anyone who views my blog . ((:
i wanna thank god once again for those wonderful sister out there .
thats all for now . hugs and kisses . <33s



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
6:59 PM




Sunday, October 08, 2006

My Prayer :

Heavenly Father ,
I pray that all my friends around mie will come back to you once again ; get salvation and forgiveness from you ,
the gracious and merciful father .
O Lord , bring them back into light again .
I dont want to see them in the darkness anymore .
It really hurts mie so ;
and I believe that you hate to see them this way more then I do .
God , i want to help them ;
but yet they dont seem to listen to what i say .. What else can I do ?
Lord , I've done what I can do . And I believe the rest is up to you .
I ask for you to speak to them ;
and make them realise you meant the best for them .
Father , I have faith that they'll be back with us one day ; praising and serving you enthusiastically once more .
So I'm praying and believing that all these will come to pass .
You're faithful and I know you'll not fail .
Thus i bring these request in your name ; AMEN ! X)



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
5:56 PM





i really like this teaching alort so i've decided to post it in my blog
i think its really encouraging . enjoy (:

Title : How to live a joy-filled life .
- Jesus is the source of joy .
٠ John 15 : 9 - 11 { main verse }

1) Know that joy does not depends on circumstances . [ v11 ]
- God wont change today ; tmr and forevermore . So if his joy rests in us , we should have this joy always .
- We must know God more by reading more of his word ; so that when the devil come and tempt us , we'll be more concious .
- Learn to listen to the truth with an open heart for the truth does not condemn but sets us free .

2) Know that joy comes from obeying God's commands . [ v10 ]
- its not God who is demanding , but he knows the BEST for you .
٠ 1 John 5 : 3
- God knows our limits and wont give us problems that are beyond our limits .
- true obedient is when you obey ; even when you're not convenient , even when you donte understand , even when you donte feel like .
٠ Acts 20 : 25
٠ Colossians 3 :13
- giving is a good way to rmb God's blessing .

3) Know that joy comes from God's love . [ v9 ]
- without the love of God ; we wont have joy in us .
٠ Romans 8 : 38 - 39
- nothing can seperate the love of God and you unless you give up .
٠ Romans 5 : 8
- God's love is to the extent of dieing for us .



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
3:43 PM




Saturday, October 07, 2006

testing (:



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
10:05 PM